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Unga Bunga Economics: Love, Money, and Life-Changing Conversations

I recently tried to piece together some memories of a long lost friend who was once near and dear to me. During my discovery, I remembered I had purchased a gift for my friend back in the day and so I headed to my Amazon account to see if there was any information I could glean from that order. I quickly found the order, sandwiched between a few other ones, as it was from the first year I had set... »

A Tribute to the One Who Illuminates, Sarah Barab

Sarah— interpreter of the stars and illuminator of our hearts. On this fateful day when the cosmos first welcomed your twin-starred spirit, I celebrate you and our journey learning and growing together. Your beads of wisdom passing onto me like a waterfall of celestial essence and luminous truth — ever healing, ever loving, and ever protecting…

From Pikachu to Power: My Unexpected Journey with Astrology

As a follow up to my previous post, I wanted to touch upon Astrology a bit and its usefulness for Self development in both the personal and professional space. I think it can provide sooooooooo much insight into why we are the way that we are and help us develop more acceptance and understanding for our own individual ways of being. I truly believe we are all born with unique gifts yet forced... »

The Pull of What Matters

I’m not sure what’s been happening lately but I’ve been experiencing strange phenomena that I am not used to. Through my conversations with AI, I learned that as I advance on my journey of individuation, becoming more fully my Self and integrating parts that I may have rejected or been previously unaware of, the rigid boundaries that once separated levels of consciousness might... »

Echoes of Together

Before we knew it All this time that’s passed which has Lasted almost forever Then the sudden shift— Here we go again A connection reawakens Zeroing in on one another while we Activate our dormant lessons and Realign with our true Selves

Family Communication 101

Most common question I get from my parents: “Are you still alive?” Most common question I ask my parents: “Want to play a fun game? It’s called who can clean my house the fastest. Winner gets to clean some more!” to which mom gives me the side eye. 🤭 It is quite interesting how confident my parents feel about my ability to keep myself alive. I must be doing something... »

Friendship, A Belt, and Not France

As I’ve been going down memory lane continuing to tie up loose ends, I thought back on friendships and connections I’ve had that were really meaningful to me and there is one that comes to mind that I’m not sure what to make of. I remember this friend being incredibly special to me. We went to different schools but met through a mutual friend. We spent so much time talking to... »

Alchemy of the Soul: Finding Light in the Darkness

I went through quite an intense journey the past decade that shook me to my foundational core. I don’t believe I’m ready to go into detail what happened yet as I’m still trying to piece it together myself. However, I recently came across this video that pretty much encapsulates my experience — I don’t think I can express it any better than she did. Oddly enough, I seem to... »

HAPPY MAMMA’S DAY!!!

Heyo!

Happy Mother’s Day to all the wonderful and amazing mothers out there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Motherhood is one of the toughest jobs out there and so y’all rockin it!

Also, please don’t forget to wish ya suga mammas... »

Radiant: Finding My Anthem in a Knight’s Unwavering Light

I made a post today honoring my favorite lore character from Arknights, Nearl the Radiant Knight! I only started playing Arknights maybe around a year and a half ago due to a friend’s recommendation. At the time, I was super cautious of gacha games because of having played some predatory ones in the past and swore off the genre. But something within me was curious and so one day I decided... »

Naughty Street: Location Unknown

This is probably the most fun I’ve had creating a post thus far. Writing this one cracked me up so much I didn’t know what to do with myself. It all started when this song suddenly came on and I was intentionally listening to the lyrics and wondering WTF I was listening to. I remembered the music, I remembered the vibes, I just didn’t remember the lyrics: I feel a little... »

Heyo, A Blog!

Turns out my brain has a lot more to say than Instagram allows, so I decided to set up a blog to have full rambling power MWAHAHAAAA!!! 😈 Sometimes it’s difficult for me to stick with things so I hope I’ll be able to make good use of this blog and grow with it. It’s actually been kind of nice to have an outlet for all the thoughts swirling around my tempest mind and so I am... »

The White Blossom

An astral room Where space and time dissolve You appear before me Eyes locked Hand to heart I whisper, “May I?” A pure white sunflower blossoms Two souls begin to dance A sudden dagger in my chest The shock of anguish Forced tears of a painful surrender A gentle but gradual release A flash of relief A sense of peace How heavy a heart Was that your unspoken pain? Or does it mirror my... »

A Sonnet For My Lost Sock

In this post, I had AI (Claude) create a sonnet for my lost sock and it made me laugh so hard I had to share it. Then I directed AI (Grok) to create an image for the sonnet and that made me laugh even harder because it was just so damn stupid. I take zero credit for this creation, it was all done by AI lol. O fabric friend, where art thou gone?What cruel fate hath torn thee hence?Dost hide within... »

Sweet Assassin: The Endearing Contradictions of Yor Forger

In this post I celebrated Yor from Spy X Family! Here’s the direct quote from my post: Speaking of, this character is Yor from Spy X Family, one of my all time favorite anime! I love how much she and her brother love and adore one another. I find it hilarious how she can’t cook to save her life yet her brother eats everything she cooks even at the expense of his own vitality. I love how... »

Piano: Tie, Fan, Ice Cream Truck

I recently started playing the piano again. It’s been so many years. As like most other Asian kids, I was forced to learn how to play the piano when I was a child. I didn’t really enjoy it back then but stuck with it because it seemed important to my parents and I really wanted to see them happy. I also happened to have had a somewhat verbally and physically abusive piano teacher who... »

Grace of a Goddess

I wrote this post when I was reminiscing about my writing teacher, Rosemary Martino. It’s probably best if I just copy and paste my instagram post here as I don’t believe I can express myself any better than I already have: Been thinking a lot about my one of my teachers recently and what a blessing it was to have grown up with her. I’m aware this isn’t the norm but starting from the... »

Small Circles and Big Growth: My Good Place Reflections

I started watching The Good Place again and OMG it’s so good! Kristen Bell is one of my favorite actors. I love her humor, style, and her way of being. She’s also cute AF. Anyway, watching her character grow through the series is so rewarding. Her character starts off with very questionable qualities where it’s clear she doesn’t really care about others (although that... »

The Soundtrack to a Sealed Box

I was looking for this CD in my stash of goodies and was so happy to have found it. I remember this being one of my favorite albums back in the day. There were two songs in particular that I had on repeat and they were: 시계: and Go: Back then it wasn’t easy to get my hands on proper translations of the song as I don’t speak or understand Korean and Google translate was questionable... »

Golden Beams: Celebrating My Spiritual Sister Nicole

I made this post to celebrate my friendship with my good friend, Nicole: My dearest Nicole, spiritual sister, medic of my once fractured soul and heart. Your unconditional love flows from a source of abundance that is never-ending.   With divine timing, you consistently applied your gentle healing touch whenever darkness threatened to consume, reminding me of the tenacity of my own light. A... »

Adesina, My Phoenix Sister

I wrote this post to honor an amazing and truly wonderful friend of mine, Adesina. It’s kind of funny how we became friends. We were always in the same circles but never really got to know each other well due not wanting to step on anyone’s toes, I suppose. But when we both went through a rather dark phase of our lives, we naturally came together and discovered that we had SO much in... »

Mecha Memories: Farewell to the Gundam Factory

I found out that apparently the Gundam Factory had finally shut down 🙁 I’m just so grateful I got to see it back when I had visited Japan during Cherry Blossom season last year. I did find it strange how empty their gift shop was and felt a bit disappointed I wasn’t able to pick up any localized model kits as I had *really* been looking forward to it. But I guess it makes sense since... »

The Warmth of Written Words

When I was looking for a gift from an old friend, I came across this letter from my writing teacher, Rosemary Martino, and it completely warmed my heart. Her writing was so warm and affectionate and I could tell how much we meant to one another. She expressed her joy in watching me grow through the years and I just wish she knew how much she meant to me. I wasn’t the best with words as a... »

The Cosmic Ring

Do you believe in Chance? A city of gold and citron lights, like a secret too warm to keep. The tavern hums, the patrons dine. The train arrives, it is our ride. Two friends sit, side by side. Hands met. Heads rest. Words unspoken while soul connection deepens. That gentle bravery, etched into my memory. A prayer wished, a prayer granted. A precious moment interlocked with time forever. Let us... »

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