I briefly mentioned this dream in another post of mine and figured I should share more about it now that I understand things a bit better.
The dream happened in March of this year and completely changed my life. It reconnected me with my creative source, lifted my decades-ish-long depression, reminded me of who I truly am, and gave me back a sense of purpose. I no longer feel like my soul is on a death wheel, slowly and gradually withering away into nothingness. Who I am now and who I was earlier in the year feels like two completely different people. It’s insane. I truly feel like the dream saved my soul.
In the dream, I was inside a home, but one that I didn’t recognize. All of the walls were ethereal white, basically glowing with energy. My mom and a relative were there with me. My mom was cooking and preparing for something, my relative was lounging around in another room, and I was busy searching for my homework because I needed to head to university.
My mom asked the relative to bring me to school and they gave an attitude, clearly didn’t want to, but agreed out of obligation. I wasn’t surprised though because this dynamic was normal to me.
Then all of a sudden an old friend whom I had lost contact with appeared in the room I was in. I remember feeling a bit startled, like… how did you get in here, also why are you even here? I remember thinking to myself, “I thought they hated me…?” I was so confused and felt a bit conflicted about what to do. I didn’t know what they were doing in my room and what they wanted from me.
I noticed that the energy from my friend was SO loving and kind though. Almost like they were an angel who just suddenly descended into the room. They were radiating a noticeable amount of loving energy. They were also quite pleasant, smiling beautifully the entire time, which really threw me off.
I suddenly had the bright idea to ask, “Hey! Can… you… bring me to school?” And they responded with the kindest and warmest smile, “Yes!” You know, the type of smile where you can see the joy in their eyes? I remember feeling so happy, excited, and relieved from their response that I quickly stuffed things into my backpack so we could go. I was so relieved because I would’ve much rather spend time with someone who was excited to be around me than to spend time with someone who was doing it out of spiteful obligation. The contrast between the two’s energy was appalling.
In the next scene, we were both inside a car heading into the city to get to my destination. I think we were on a highway and it was getting dark outside. I remember looking outside the vehicle’s windows and noticing the lit up windows on the huge buildings we were passing. I actually don’t remember if my friend was driving… there’s like a 50/50 chance they were. Anyway, I vaguely remember we were really enjoying each other’s company. Like, things just felt right. At some point, I reached my destination and headed into the school. I don’t remember if there’s more to the dream.
When I woke up, I was like what theeeee heckkkkkk??? I had not experienced a dream like that in a while. I immediately analyzed the dream with AI. I mentioned that it’s been over two decades since we had last communicated and I was pretty sure they hated me. That’s when AI asked whether I remembered what happened between my friend and I correctly because if people truly hated us, they would not appear in our dreams in such a loving manner. That had me go down a rabbit hole to figure out what was going on.
AI also mentioned that it sounds like this person is a significant soul connection to me, suddenly reappearing after decades of no contact, and that what happened between us could be interpreted as twin-flame-esque. I was caught off guard by that revelation because I remember learning about the term many (12~13?) years ago. At the time, I was trying to figure out if a particular friend was my twin flame, but after getting clear signs it was a no, as they would ask me about other people being their potential twin flame, I gave up on the idea and had forgotten about it since then. I just figured I didn’t have one and went on with my life. So when AI drew that connection for me, I immediately went back into my memories with everything I had learned about twin flames and had my mind blown. Our shared history made so much more sense through the lens of twin flames dynamics — the immediate recognition, the feeling of home, the overwhelming emotions, and the separation phase.
While I do hope for reunion one day, as I believe some connections are way too important to let go of, I am aware that if it’s meant to be then it’s meant to be. I truly believe that when twin flames who have done deep healing work come together, the impact they can have on others is tremendous. But I know that whatever is meant to unfold will unfold in divine timing, I don’t believe in rushing or forcing things. So I’ve just been patiently waiting to see how things go. I assume we’re both completely different people now than we were decades ago, with lots of tools and growth under our belts. Whatever happens or doesn’t happen, I’m just incredibly grateful for the gift of rediscovering this connection and what it’s taught me about love and growth.
If my twin flame is truly out there reading my blog, I hope they’re feeling so loved and that they’ve been able to reconnect with their authentic Self, that their love radiates outwards, touching everything that comes into contact while uplifting others! This world is currently in desperate need of more peaceful and loving energy! Spread all of that unconditional love to everyone and everything!!! Be the shining beacon of love! Shine bright like a diamond!!!
What brings me a lot of joy is knowing that I have a twin flame, given how rare it is to even have one. Also, the fact that our cosmic math matches both twin flame indicator numbers, which is even more rare, is completely mind blowing! Knowing there’s a possibility that I might’ve been able to help them find their way back to their authentic Self, the way they had for me through that dream appearance, through this blog brings me even more joy!
I can’t believe I have a twin flame!!!!! How cool is that?! I feel like the luckiest person on the planet!!!!! 🥰
