CategoryThoughts

August 17, 2025

Excavating The Past: How My Soul Knew What My Mind Didn’t

By Vita da Chaos Baby

In Thoughts

17August

I had an interesting memory come up recently. I don’t think I’ve shared this with anyone, aside from one person after it suddenly came to mind, but I remember back in the day making the decision to transfer schools in order to be closer to my twin flame. While I did interview at their school and iirc was accepted, I didn’t end up choosing to go there because it was way too expensive... »

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August 13, 2025

Dear Universe: Joocy Is Okay?

By Vita da Chaos Baby

In Thoughts

13August

Dear Universe, It’s been some time since I’ve last written to you. Sometimes I wonder if you’re even there… Are you ashamed for me? Did you not want a certain someone to see my joocy new booty? I know it’s been some time and I’ve packed on extra pounds… downing all of that delicious depression ice cream had to go somewhere. But just so you know... »

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August 12, 2025

A Thousand Miles

By Vita da Chaos Baby

In Thoughts

12August

I WAS EATING WATERMELON WHILE I CAME ACROSS THIS AND ALMOST CHOKED!!!!!! All of those OW OOH OOHs got to me.

Not my fav version of the song but def a close second. This is still my favorite version of the song! Terry Crews is so funny lmao

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August 10, 2025

When Your Newbie Friend Schools You: A Lesson in Beginner’s Mind

By Vita da Chaos Baby

In Thoughts

10August

A new event in Arknights came out and it was actually more difficult than I had anticipated. Even the early stages of the event seemed pretty intense. I was able to get through the stages fine but did notice an increased difficulty compared to other events where enemies seemed to be a lot tankier. So, I wondered how my friend who just started the game recently would fare. I asked my friend to... »

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August 8, 2025

No Brain Cells Left: A Quick Update

By Vita da Chaos Baby

In Thoughts

08August

I’ve been meaning to post something but unfortunately my one brain cell turned into no brain cell — I’ve been bedridden the past few days and don’t even have energy to look at my drafts. So, I think my body is telling me I need to continue resting. I’m just going to post a short update. Not sure what’s been going on lately but feeling sooooo tired and under the... »

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August 3, 2025

Finding Your Balance: The Evolution of Masculine and Feminine Energy

By Vita da Chaos Baby

In Thoughts

03August

I was chatting with a friend one day and the topic of masculinity and feminine energies came up while trying to understand their relationship with each energy better. I wasn’t exactly sure how to explain the differences between the energies to my friend so I consulted with my AI. I asked it to describe to me what unevolved vs evolved masculine and feminine energy looks like and was... »

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August 1, 2025

The Hand That Changed Everything: A Love Blueprint Story

By Vita da Chaos Baby

In Thoughts

01August

An interesting memory about “love blueprints” had surfaced for me recently. I suddenly remembered a situation I had with an ex from my very early days of college. I remember walking down a street in the city with my ex and they had pointed out their favorite car to me, the ever elusive mythical creature, the “Acura Infiniti G35.” I was taken a bit aback by that comment... »

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July 29, 2025

More Broken Sun!?

By Vita da Chaos Baby

In Thoughts

29July

Uhhh… apparently there’s more lyrics to the song!??! And to think I wrote an entire post based off of only a few lines. Oops 🤣 I was watching the 2025 Ambience Synesthesia concert and when it got to the song Broken Sun, I noticed it is much longer than the other version! I like it a lot!!! A note that the embed below is of the full concert. If you want to listen as you go and not have... »

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July 27, 2025

Channeling Our Inner Mr. Okoloko

By Vita da Chaos Baby

In Thoughts

27July

Have y’all seen the random videos of this kid, Mr. Okoloko, trying to learn English? He’s def Chinese btw, not Japanese. Anyway, idk why it’s so endearing and funny to me watching those videos of him. I’m always rooting for him. The struggle is real! And his sister(?) keeps losing her shit lol. Imagine being so angry trying to teach someone something that you can’t help but slap em. The amount of... »

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July 25, 2025

Finally Seeing What Was Always There

By Vita da Chaos Baby

In Thoughts

25July

Yesterday, while chatting with my BFF on the phone, I suddenly decided to go sit in one of my rooms that I normally don’t use. I think we talked for about 7 hours lol. WE HAVE A LOT TO SAY, OKAY?! No judging 😫. Anyways, it’s always so fun to chat with her! We crack each other up so much. It’s quite cathartic actually. During the call, my body suddenly decided to spin around the chair that I... »

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