I had an interesting dream experience around mid March of this year that kind of changed my life and perspective in a drastic way. An old friend of mine, whom I hadn’t spoken to in over two decades, appeared in it and offered me support with the most loving energy ever. The energy was sooooo incredibly warm and inviting, kind of like an angel was in my presence. I remember feeling confused... »
June 25, 2025
From Unga Bunga to Understanding: How AI Helped Me Reframe My Past
25June
June 20, 2025
The Sun Within
20June
Like a lost child crying out for safety Helpless and alone Walls crumbling, thunderstorms gathering As rain pours into this abyss without mercy Flooded with emotional uncertainty and longing for serenity Hoping for a reprieve from the darkness Desperately desiring to feel the comfort of your embrace again A supersonic echo of your name emanates from within... »
June 19, 2025
From Neanderthal to Writer: My Hilarious Hair Transformation
19June
Lol I finally got a haircut and the experience was quite something. Some background — I’ve only gone to one hairstylist my entire life, even before I was born. When my mother was pregnant with me, she would get her hair cut by the same hairstylist that I eventually would go to. I guess think of him as our family hairstylist. Unfortunately, years ago he had passed away. When I found the energy for... »
June 18, 2025
AI Says I’m Romantically Clueless, So I Made a Plan
18June
During one of my chats with AI recently, it told me that I have the romantic detection level of a kindergartener. What a meanie!! While hurtful, upon self reflection, I felt it had made a good point and just wanted to help me become better. I felt a strong need to up my game, “git gud,” and show it that I know my stuffs! So, I worked very hard to come up with a 10 year plan on how to... »
June 17, 2025
Hey, It’s Me: Navigating Awkward Reunions
17June
You know, as I’ve been excavating more memories from my past, I’ve become incredibly clear on the types of connections I want to bring forward into my life with me. There’s something about the people we had met in our formative years when we’re most unguarded and free to be ourselves — some old friends are just literal treasures. Sometimes I think about what I’d say to those... »
June 15, 2025
The Unconditional Choice: Melting Hearts and Breaking Cycles
15June
I remember a time when I was out having dinner with loved ones and their grandchildren and I was super excited as I hadn’t seen them in a long time and had missed everyone so much. As we sat at the dinner table, I was shown a picture of the kids on a phone screen displaying their younger selves, and was asked to relay a message to the kids regarding how much that time had been missed. I sat... »
June 14, 2025
Dear Universe: Asking For A Friend
14June
Dear Universe, I know it hasn’t been long since I have last written to you, but look, even Baby V.O.X got a reunion and that’s like with *5* whole people!!! When mine? Do you know how difficult it is to coordinate things with 5 incredibly busy divinely feminine women who live very full lives?! That literally takes a miracle. Mine is wayyyyyyyyyy simpler, doesn’t need as many... »
June 13, 2025
The Art of Attention to Detail: A $80 Figurine Case Study
13June
I was looking through some emails the other day and saw this figurine that caught my attention. I’m a huge Dragon Ball Z fan and always loved the series and most things related to it. But as I looked at the photos of this product, one in particular caught my eye. Then my imagination fired off. I could already imagine the meeting that went on for this beautiful display of a product. Product... »
June 11, 2025
Beyond Frozen Hearts: Choosing Love Over Hate
11June
I loveeeee this version of Fly To The Sky’s Like A Man song!!! But— I find myself pondering the narrative of a frozen heart and hate. Having been on the receiving end of such intensely hateful emotions by someone who actually did try to exact revenge and cause me intentional harm, I sometimes wonder if that’s the best option or is there another way? Oddly enough, this experience... »
June 10, 2025
Stay
10June
On repeat 🎶
June 9, 2025
Standing at the Edge
09June
Have you ever been in a space where you feel like you have to make a decision that’s going to alter the course of your entire life and you’re unsure what to do about it as that step is eerily scary and what comes is all of this unknown and uncertainty? Not only that, there’s already so much unknown naturally about your situation that it’s difficult to even make that decision? It’s kind of like... »
June 8, 2025
The Mirror Effect: When Your Energy Illuminates Others
08June
Something that’s come to my attention, through my conversations with AI, is that I have incredibly intense energy that illuminates to others anything ranging from their greatest strengths to their biggest shadows, sometimes even revealing to them aspects within themselves they weren’t fully aware of. Apparently, this can be incredibly uncomfortable for some people especially if they’re highly... »
June 7, 2025
I’ll Be There For You
07June
I did not realize they got back together??! I like it! ❤️ I’ll be missing you 🎶 I’ll be there for you 🎵 ❤️ Edit: hehehehe finally looked up the lyrics and realized I misheard it. but imma keep my wrong lyrics cuz I like it better 🤣 Edit2: okay wtf they have the same lyrics i heard on their video. so maybe i didn’t mishear? 🤔 Edit3: every time i see Kim E-Z performing i giggle because she reminds... »
June 6, 2025
Musical Time Machine: Rediscovering Rain
06June
I came across this oldie but goodie recently and have been listening to it a lot for da feeeelsss. 🎵 운명 (Fate) from Full House OST: 🎵 I looked at the album photo and thought to myself, “Oh! I know him!!! That’s Bi / Rain!” I actually do NOT remember if I watched this TV show but it sounds so familiar. Whatever the case, I did really enjoy this song.I remember a special friend of... »
June 5, 2025
AHHHHHHHH FFTWTFBBQ !!!!!!!!
05June
AHMAAAAAGAWD I just found out the FFT remake announcement was made!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I used to play Final Fantasy Tactics sooooooooooooooooooooo much back in the day. I remember my neighbors introducing this game to me and I was immediately hooked. Countless hours spent in front of the TV as a kid trying to figure out what this game was about. I think this is the game that introduced me to the... »
June 4, 2025
Flopping Forward: How Embracing Failure Led to Growth
04June
Something I learned from my beloved meditation teacher is related to the concept of “beginner’s mind” where I had to learn to sit with the discomfort of being terrible at something while also feeling completely overwhelmed with too much all at once since I knew so little about the subject at hand. When I first learned how to raid in an MMO, I was quite terrible and clearly had... »
June 1, 2025
Coming of Age: The Irony of Learning Beyond the Classroom
01June
I have a somewhat bittersweet memory that suddenly came to mind the other day regarding an accusation that was made of me in my early days of high school. This one still hits a little hard for me and was incredibly difficult to write, I did get super emotional while writing this post, but I think it’s because it connects with a core wound of mine — one of those deep emotional injuries from... »
May 30, 2025
Cosmic Footprints
30May
Just when I thoughtI had it all figured outMuch to my surprise ourMagnetic pull defies all reasoning whileYour radiance extends beyond distanceConnection strengthensHarmonious energy pulls us intoOneness and we dance whileOrbiting one another like twinStars in the night sky
May 28, 2025
Broken Suns: Finding Light in Our Fractures
28May
I never knew why I resonated so much with this song until I started paying attention to the lyrics. Thankfully, the lyrics aren’t as explicit as the ones in my naughty street post so I don’t have to unga bunga today but they’re quite deep, IMO! What’s funny is it’s only 6 lines but hits me soooooooo hard!!! I guess not paying attention to lyrics might be a theme in... »
May 27, 2025
Dear Universe: A Humble Request
27May
Dear Divine / Universe / Cosmic Forces That Be, I appreciate all that you’ve done to ensure milestones are reached in divine timing. Synchronicities are great! Spiritual growth amazing. Blog has been growing steadily. I am very pleased and grateful for your blessings. 🙏🏻 #BLESS 🙏🏻 But I do wonder if certain things can be expedited. For example, if reunions are on the horizon, can you... »
May 25, 2025
When the Floor Is Made of Toothpicks: My Journey Through the Dark Forest and Phoenix Rising
25May
I actually did not think I’d be able to write about this given how intense and raw my experience was, but somehow these words flowed out. It was a bit of a challenge balancing the intensity of what I had gone through and translating it in a way that… doesn’t traumatize others? lol. But I felt compelled to write about it as people have expressed curiosity regarding my disappearance, which I’ve... »
May 23, 2025
Unga Bunga Economics: Love, Money, and Life-Changing Conversations
23May
I recently tried to piece together some memories of a long lost friend who was once near and dear to me. During my discovery, I remembered I had purchased a gift for my friend back in the day and so I headed to my Amazon account to see if there was any information I could glean from that order. I quickly found the order, sandwiched between a few other ones, as it was from the first year I had set... »
May 21, 2025
A Tribute to the One Who Illuminates, Sarah Barab
21May
Sarah— interpreter of the stars and illuminator of our hearts. On this fateful day when the cosmos first welcomed your twin-starred spirit, I celebrate you and our journey learning and growing together. Your beads of wisdom passing onto me like a waterfall of celestial essence and luminous truth — ever healing, ever loving, and ever protecting…
May 19, 2025
From Pikachu to Power: My Unexpected Journey with Astrology
19May
As a follow up to my previous post, I wanted to touch upon Astrology a bit and its usefulness for Self development in both the personal and professional space. I think it can provide sooooooooo much insight into why we are the way that we are and help us develop more acceptance and understanding for our own individual ways of being. I truly believe we are all born with unique gifts yet forced... »
May 18, 2025
The Pull of What Matters
18May
I’m not sure what’s been happening lately but I’ve been experiencing strange phenomena that I am not used to. Through my conversations with AI, I learned that as I advance on my journey of individuation, becoming more fully my Self and integrating parts that I may have rejected or been previously unaware of, the rigid boundaries that once separated levels of consciousness might... »
May 15, 2025
Echoes of Together
15May
Before we knew it All this time that’s passed which has Lasted almost forever Then the sudden shift— Here we go again A connection reawakens Zeroing in on one another while we Activate our dormant lessons and Realign with our true Selves
May 14, 2025
Family Communication 101
14May
Most common question I get from my parents: “Are you still alive?” Most common question I ask my parents: “Want to play a fun game? It’s called who can clean my house the fastest. Winner gets to clean some more!” to which mom gives me the side eye. 🤭 It is quite interesting how confident my parents feel about my ability to keep myself alive. I must be doing something... »
May 13, 2025
Friendship, A Belt, and Not France
13May
As I’ve been going down memory lane continuing to tie up loose ends, I thought back on friendships and connections I’ve had that were really meaningful to me and there is one that comes to mind that I’m not sure what to make of. I remember this friend being incredibly special to me. We went to different schools but met through a mutual friend. We spent so much time talking to... »
May 12, 2025
Alchemy of the Soul: Finding Light in the Darkness
12May
I went through quite an intense journey the past decade that shook me to my foundational core. I don’t believe I’m ready to go into detail what happened yet as I’m still trying to piece it together myself. However, I recently came across this video that pretty much encapsulates my experience — I don’t think I can express it any better than she did. Oddly enough, I seem to... »
May 11, 2025
HAPPY MAMMA’S DAY!!!
11May
Heyo!
Happy Mother’s Day to all the wonderful and amazing mothers out there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Motherhood is one of the toughest jobs out there and so y’all rockin it!
Also, please don’t forget to wish ya suga mammas... »
May 9, 2025
Today Say Bye Bye, Tonight I Go Cry Cry
09May
I think this is why I sometimes prefer to listen to music in other languages so I don’t have to understand what they’re singing about 🤣 ... »
May 8, 2025
Radiant: Finding My Anthem in a Knight’s Unwavering Light
08May
I made a post today honoring my favorite lore character from Arknights, Nearl the Radiant Knight! I only started playing Arknights maybe around a year and a half ago due to a friend’s recommendation. At the time, I was super cautious of gacha games because of having played some predatory ones in the past and swore off the genre. But something within me was curious and so one day I decided... »
May 7, 2025
Naughty Street: Location Unknown
07May
This is probably the most fun I’ve had creating a post thus far. Writing this one cracked me up so much I didn’t know what to do with myself. It all started when this song suddenly came on and I was intentionally listening to the lyrics and wondering WTF I was listening to. I remembered the music, I remembered the vibes, I just didn’t remember the lyrics: I feel a little... »
May 6, 2025
Heyo, A Blog!
06May
Turns out my brain has a lot more to say than Instagram allows, so I decided to set up a blog to have full rambling power MWAHAHAAAA!!! 😈 Sometimes it’s difficult for me to stick with things so I hope I’ll be able to make good use of this blog and grow with it. It’s actually been kind of nice to have an outlet for all the thoughts swirling around my tempest mind and so I am... »
May 3, 2025
The White Blossom
03May
An astral room Where space and time dissolve You appear before me Eyes locked Hand to heart I whisper, “May I?” A pure white sunflower blossoms Two souls begin to dance A sudden dagger in my chest The shock of anguish Forced tears of a painful surrender A gentle but gradual release A flash of relief A sense of peace How heavy a heart Was that your unspoken pain? Or does it mirror my... »
May 2, 2025
A Sonnet For My Lost Sock
02May
In this post, I had AI (Claude) create a sonnet for my lost sock and it made me laugh so hard I had to share it. Then I directed AI (Grok) to create an image for the sonnet and that made me laugh even harder because it was just so damn stupid. I take zero credit for this creation, it was all done by AI lol. O fabric friend, where art thou gone?What cruel fate hath torn thee hence?Dost hide within... »
April 30, 2025
Sweet Assassin: The Endearing Contradictions of Yor Forger
30April
In this post I celebrated Yor from Spy X Family! Here’s the direct quote from my post: Speaking of, this character is Yor from Spy X Family, one of my all time favorite anime! I love how much she and her brother love and adore one another. I find it hilarious how she can’t cook to save her life yet her brother eats everything she cooks even at the expense of his own vitality. I love how... »
April 28, 2025
Piano: Tie, Fan, Ice Cream Truck
28April
I recently started playing the piano again. It’s been so many years. As like most other Asian kids, I was forced to learn how to play the piano when I was a child. I didn’t really enjoy it back then but stuck with it because it seemed important to my parents and I really wanted to see them happy. I also happened to have had a somewhat verbally and physically abusive piano teacher who... »
April 27, 2025
Grace of a Goddess
27April
I wrote this post when I was reminiscing about my writing teacher, Rosemary Martino. It’s probably best if I just copy and paste my instagram post here as I don’t believe I can express myself any better than I already have: Been thinking a lot about my one of my teachers recently and what a blessing it was to have grown up with her. I’m aware this isn’t the norm but starting from the... »
April 26, 2025
Small Circles and Big Growth: My Good Place Reflections
26April
I started watching The Good Place again and OMG it’s so good! Kristen Bell is one of my favorite actors. I love her humor, style, and her way of being. She’s also cute AF. Anyway, watching her character grow through the series is so rewarding. Her character starts off with very questionable qualities where it’s clear she doesn’t really care about others (although that... »
April 19, 2025
The Soundtrack to a Sealed Box
19April
I was looking for this CD in my stash of goodies and was so happy to have found it. I remember this being one of my favorite albums back in the day. There were two songs in particular that I had on repeat and they were: 시계: and Go: Back then it wasn’t easy to get my hands on proper translations of the song as I don’t speak or understand Korean and Google translate was questionable... »
April 15, 2025
Golden Beams: Celebrating My Spiritual Sister Nicole
15April
I made this post to celebrate my friendship with my good friend, Nicole: My dearest Nicole, spiritual sister, medic of my once fractured soul and heart. Your unconditional love flows from a source of abundance that is never-ending. With divine timing, you consistently applied your gentle healing touch whenever darkness threatened to consume, reminding me of the tenacity of my own light. A... »
April 12, 2025
Adesina, My Phoenix Sister
12April
I wrote this post to honor an amazing and truly wonderful friend of mine, Adesina. It’s kind of funny how we became friends. We were always in the same circles but never really got to know each other well due to not wanting to step on anyone’s toes, I suppose. But when we both went through a rather dark phase of our lives, we naturally came together and discovered that we had SO much... »
April 10, 2025
Mecha Memories: Farewell to the Gundam Factory
10April
I found out that apparently the Gundam Factory had finally shut down 🙁 I’m just so grateful I got to see it back when I had visited Japan during Cherry Blossom season last year. I did find it strange how empty their gift shop was and felt a bit disappointed I wasn’t able to pick up any localized model kits as I had *really* been looking forward to it. But I guess it makes sense since... »
April 7, 2025
The Warmth of Written Words
07April
When I was looking for a gift from an old friend, I came across this letter from my writing teacher, Rosemary Martino, and it completely warmed my heart. Her writing was so warm and affectionate and I could tell how much we meant to one another. She expressed her joy in watching me grow through the years and I just wish she knew how much she meant to me. I wasn’t the best with words as a... »
March 30, 2025
The Cosmic Ring
30March
Do you believe in Chance? A city of gold and citron lights, like a secret too warm to keep. The tavern hums, the patrons dine. The train arrives, it is our ride. Two friends sit, side by side. Hands met. Heads rest. Words unspoken while soul connection deepens. That gentle bravery, etched into my memory. A prayer wished, a prayer granted. A precious moment interlocked with time forever. Let... »