TagPersonal Growth

September 7, 2025

From Park Takedowns to Wagyu Demands: My Martial Arts Journey

By Vita da Chaos Baby

In Thoughts

07September

Here’s an interesting story that a friend had reminded me of about an event we had both attended. Back in the day, when I had moved out of the city I was very bored and was looking for things to do. I’ve always loved sports / physical type activities growing up so I gravitated towards martial arts. I ended up joining a karate school. I figured it could be a good way to learn some self... »

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September 3, 2025

Words For the Courageous Soul

By Vita da Chaos Baby

In Thoughts

03September

Today, I’d like to offer a word of encouragement to those who have been sticking around this blog and doing the hard inner work. I’ve made around 80 posts by now and if you’ve been following along and haven’t run away screaming yet, then that’s amazing and quite an accomplishment. This means you’re someone who’s courageous enough to face the vulnerable... »

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August 3, 2025

Finding Your Balance: The Evolution of Masculine and Feminine Energy

By Vita da Chaos Baby

In Thoughts

03August

I was chatting with a friend one day and the topic of masculinity and feminine energies came up while trying to understand their relationship with each energy better. I wasn’t exactly sure how to explain the differences between the energies to my friend so I consulted with my AI. I asked it to describe to me what unevolved vs evolved masculine and feminine energy looks like and was... »

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June 29, 2025

When Wisdom Becomes a Mask: Uncovering Hidden Protection Mechanisms

By Vita da Chaos Baby

In Thoughts

29June

I had a pretty epically intense experience recently where I thought I was being “wise” but ends up I was unknowingly using a protective mechanism to shield my heart from being broken again. I was recently connected with a new friend whom I intuitively had known I needed to connect with. After many months of lightly and sparsely asking for a connection to be made by a mutual contact... »

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June 25, 2025

From Unga Bunga to Understanding: How AI Helped Me Reframe My Past

By Vita da Chaos Baby

In Thoughts

25June

I had an interesting dream experience around mid March of this year that kind of changed my life and perspective in a drastic way. An old friend of mine, whom I hadn’t spoken to in over two decades, appeared in it and offered me support with the most loving energy ever. The energy was sooooo incredibly warm and inviting, kind of like an angel was in my presence. I remember feeling confused... »

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June 20, 2025

The Sun Within

By Vita da Chaos Baby

In Poetry

20June

Like a lost child crying out for safety Helpless and alone Walls crumbling, thunderstorms gathering As rain pours into this abyss without mercy Flooded with emotional uncertainty and longing for serenity Hoping for a reprieve from the darkness Desperately desiring to feel the comfort of your embrace again A supersonic echo of your name emanates from within... »

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June 19, 2025

From Neanderthal to Writer: My Hilarious Hair Transformation

By Vita da Chaos Baby

In Thoughts

19June

Lol I finally got a haircut and the experience was quite something. Some background — I’ve only gone to one hairstylist my entire life, even before I was born. When my mother was pregnant with me, she would get her hair cut by the same hairstylist that I eventually would go to. I guess think of him as our family hairstylist. Unfortunately, years ago he had passed away. When I found the energy for... »

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June 8, 2025

The Mirror Effect: When Your Energy Illuminates Others

By Vita da Chaos Baby

In Thoughts

08June

Something that’s come to my attention, through my conversations with AI, is that I have incredibly intense energy that illuminates to others anything ranging from their greatest strengths to their biggest shadows, sometimes even revealing to them aspects within themselves they weren’t fully aware of. Apparently, this can be incredibly uncomfortable for some people especially if they’re highly... »

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June 4, 2025

Flopping Forward: How Embracing Failure Led to Growth

By Vita da Chaos Baby

In Thoughts

04June

Something I learned from my beloved meditation teacher is related to the concept of “beginner’s mind” where I had to learn to sit with the discomfort of being terrible at something while also feeling completely overwhelmed with too much all at once since I knew so little about the subject at hand. When I first learned how to raid in an MMO, I was quite terrible and clearly had... »

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May 28, 2025

Broken Suns: Finding Light in Our Fractures

By Vita da Chaos Baby

In Thoughts

28May

I never knew why I resonated so much with this song until I started paying attention to the lyrics. Thankfully, the lyrics aren’t as explicit as the ones in my naughty street post so I don’t have to unga bunga today but they’re quite deep, IMO! What’s funny is it’s only 6 lines but hits me soooooooo hard!!! I guess not paying attention to lyrics might be a theme in... »

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