Hmmm I think I should share a bit about what I’ve been going through lately. I mentioned in a previous post that during the Baby VOX: New Breath reunion concert, I felt like a burden and didn’t want to take up space, which prevented me from connecting with others the way that I wanted to. It was after choosing to actually take up space that I got to experience that profound moment... »
Today, I’d like to offer a word of encouragement to those who have been sticking around this blog and doing the hard inner work. I’ve made around 80 posts by now and if you’ve been following along and haven’t run away screaming yet, then that’s amazing and quite an accomplishment. This means you’re someone who’s courageous enough to face the vulnerable... »
So, after taking a road trip to visit my friend Nicole at the end of last year, I was inspired to see what’s possible for the future. Spending time with her had opened my mind up to so many different possibilities that I felt I was in a space of active creation for life planning. That’s one of the beautiful things about Nicole, the possibilities always seem endless! That’s when... »
I discovered something fascinating about the old photos of me and my twin flame that I had found around a month ago and why I was avoiding that box and the room it was in for the longest time. For some reason, whenever I try to pull up the memory I have of the last time I had looked at the photos in the past, I see myself wondering why my twin flame looks so “dead in the eyes.” At the... »
I was recently reminded of a story that my mother tells me from time to time about how happy I was as a baby. My mom used to have a path that she’d take to pick my sibling up from school. On one particular street, the elderly and retired would chill outside of their homes in their yards together and whenever they saw baby me pass by in the stroller, their faces would light up. My mom said that... »
In the darkness you standShackled by things of oldBeliefs that once protected and now have become a burdenDisconnecting you from what’s authentically you Your soul screamsFears, frustration, anger, hopelessness, desperation, exasperationHow long must this go on?Whose cruel idea was this? Your journey of inward solitude deepensA battle you must face — AloneA sacred fire slowly burns as... »
I’ve been having a really wild time with my low self-worth filter lately — it’s been kicking into overdrive in ways that were *exhausting* me. It got to the point where I realized I needed an intervention, not to fight against this protective part of myself, but to actually sit down and have a real conversation with it. I decided to try something I’d never done before: I asked... »
I had a pretty epically intense experience recently where I thought I was being “wise” but ends up I was unknowingly using a protective mechanism to shield my heart from being broken again. I was recently connected with a new friend whom I intuitively had known I needed to connect with. After many months of lightly and sparsely asking for a connection to be made by a mutual contact... »
I actually did not think I’d be able to write about this given how intense and raw my experience was, but somehow these words flowed out. It was a bit of a challenge balancing the intensity of what I had gone through and translating it in a way that… doesn’t traumatize others? lol. But I felt compelled to write about it as people have expressed curiosity regarding my disappearance, which I’ve... »