So… I had another crazy dream but this time it wasn’t me who was the “wild” one T__T. Oddly enough I was the most reasonable and tame one lol. Unexpected XD It started with me “building” a new home. It was in an ethereal white space and the home was coming together in a modular way, with boxes connecting to one another to make different rooms. The place was... »
It Runs in the Family: The BCME Edition
BTW, I mentioned in an earlier post that I had a theory my twin flame is a gangster on the run. I know it sounds crazy and so I wondered why this thought even came into my mind. It didn’t really make much sense. So, I took some time to search through my memories and… I think I got it! There was this one day, over two decades ago, where I had met a few of my twin flame’s family... »
The Day My Higher Self Said ‘Absolutely Not’
So, after taking a road trip to visit my friend Nicole at the end of last year, I was inspired to see what’s possible for the future. Spending time with her had opened my mind up to so many different possibilities that I felt I was in a space of active creation for life planning. That’s one of the beautiful things about Nicole, the possibilities always seem endless! That’s when... »
When Memory and Reality Tell Two Different Stories
I discovered something fascinating about the old photos of me and my twin flame that I had found around a month ago and why I was avoiding that box and the room it was in for the longest time. For some reason, whenever I try to pull up the memory I have of the last time I had looked at the photos in the past, I see myself wondering why my twin flame looks so “dead in the eyes.” At the... »
Arabesque (Short Ver.)
A good friend of mine mentioned, after hearing my previous recording, that she loves classical music and I said me too! We were both shocked to find out that the other liked classical music lol. We’ve known each other for over a decade and had no idea. We bonded quite nicely over that and our love for the movie Amadeus. She shared that Debussy is one of her favorite composers back in the... »
Excavating The Past: How My Soul Knew What My Mind Didn’t
I had an interesting memory come up recently. I don’t think I’ve shared this with anyone, aside from one person after it suddenly came to mind, but I remember back in the day making the decision to transfer schools in order to be closer to my twin flame. While I did interview at their school and iirc was accepted, I didn’t end up choosing to go there because it was way too expensive... »
No Brain Cells Left: A Quick Update
I’ve been meaning to post something but unfortunately my one brain cell turned into no brain cell — I’ve been bedridden the past few days and don’t even have energy to look at my drafts. So, I think my body is telling me I need to continue resting. I’m just going to post a short update. Not sure what’s been going on lately but feeling sooooo tired and under the... »
Finally Seeing What Was Always There
Yesterday, while chatting with my BFF on the phone, I suddenly decided to go sit in one of my rooms that I normally don’t use. I think we talked for about 7 hours lol. WE HAVE A LOT TO SAY, OKAY?! No judging 😫. Anyways, it’s always so fun to chat with her! We crack each other up so much. It’s quite cathartic actually. During the call, my body suddenly decided to spin around the chair that I... »
The Dream That Changed Everything
I briefly mentioned this dream in another post of mine and figured I should share more about it now that I understand things a bit better. The dream happened in March of this year and completely changed my life. It reconnected me with my creative source, lifted my decades-ish-long depression, reminded me of who I truly am, and gave me back a sense of purpose. I no longer feel like my soul is on a... »
Hallo!
Hai everyone! 👋 Figure it’s time to get to know my readers, you! I’ve been writing non-stop for the past few months, like my pants are on fire, sharing my thoughts from my most personal experiences to my most unhinged ideas with everyone and am super curious who’s actually reading my content lol. I’d absolutely love for people to introduce themselves! I’m curious if people actually find my... »