Hmmm I think I should share a bit about what I’ve been going through lately. I mentioned in a previous post that during the Baby VOX: New Breath reunion concert, I felt like a burden and didn’t want to take up space, which prevented me from connecting with others the way that I wanted to. It was after choosing to actually take up space that I got to experience that profound moment... »
The Guardian Who Forgot How to Rest: Befriending My Protective Filter
I’ve been having a really wild time with my low self-worth filter lately — it’s been kicking into overdrive in ways that were *exhausting* me. It got to the point where I realized I needed an intervention, not to fight against this protective part of myself, but to actually sit down and have a real conversation with it. I decided to try something I’d never done before: I asked... »
When Wisdom Becomes a Mask: Uncovering Hidden Protection Mechanisms
I had a pretty epically intense experience recently where I thought I was being “wise” but ends up I was unknowingly using a protective mechanism to shield my heart from being broken again. I was recently connected with a new friend whom I intuitively had known I needed to connect with. After many months of lightly and sparsely asking for a connection to be made by a mutual contact... »
The Unconditional Choice: Melting Hearts and Breaking Cycles
I remember a time when I was out having dinner with loved ones and their grandchildren and I was super excited as I hadn’t seen them in a long time and had missed everyone so much. As we sat at the dinner table, I was shown a picture of the kids on a phone screen displaying their younger selves, and was asked to relay a message to the kids regarding how much that time had been missed. I sat... »
Broken Suns: Finding Light in Our Fractures
I never knew why I resonated so much with this song until I started paying attention to the lyrics. Thankfully, the lyrics aren’t as explicit as the ones in my naughty street post so I don’t have to unga bunga today but they’re quite deep, IMO! What’s funny is it’s only 6 lines but hits me soooooooo hard!!! I guess not paying attention to lyrics might be a theme in... »